I wish with all my heart I could see you once more I would use that moment and time to tell you how Much love my heart holds for you and I shall never Close that door.
Life each and every day with out you keeps going on Even if some days I do not wish it I know I am being Selfish and maybe even wrong but to see you just once More I so very much long.
I try to remember all the loving and happy times we Were granted to enjoy and share I try to understand And not cry but to see you once more even only for a moment to let you know just how very much I do care.
I know that day will eventually come when its my turn To this world to say goodbye But until then I shall hold your love close to my heart and sometimes I shall break Down and cry and I will still ask the question why did you have to die?
i have never... / DeAnna Lyon (former cheerleading friend ) Alexis has been a major part of my life whether she is here with me, or in my heart. Alexis was always so cheerful and just loved life the way it was, she has had a huge impact on my life ever since ive known her. She was the BEST cheerleader around, the years spent with her really made a huge difference in my life. She is ALWAYS krpt in my heart, through ever cheer i think about how she would do it... she alwasy did like there's no tomorrow. I am so glad i met her, if i wouildnt have i wouldnt look at life how it should be. I thank her for that!
Forever and Always, DeAnna
Happy New Year in Heaven / Sharon Miller (mamaw)
My precious Angel,
Alexis,
Not a day goes by that you aren't missed and loved.Now here we gotta start another new year down here. I can only hope it is better than the last one for all of us here.Been a lot of pain and sadness for me and still is. I am grateful to know in my heart that you and my Johnny are safe in the arms of Jesus and will never feel anymore pain or hurt. That thought is what keeps me hanging on when I fall apart. You made me smile so many times here and showed me so much love,I am lost now but I know you send me love,courage, and strength from heaven. I believe you and pappy Johnny are smiling right now and feeling good.I miss you both so much.It hurts real bad still.
You were the most precious thing God ever sent us and we will always be grateful to have you in our lives.I will always keep your smiling face in my mind and in my heart.I love and miss you Alexis!!
Happy new year in heaven Alexis. I love and miss you here.
Love, Mamaw
Beautiful Site / Wilma Jackson (none) Hello family of Alexis,
I just wanted to say how much I LOVE your site with this beautiful angel. To saw all the pictures which just goes to show you how loved this child was and still is. It also appears that you guys were very blessed to have such a special angel in your life. I pray that God continue to hold the family in his loving arms. Alexis is in great hands with your heavenly father. I am just a stranger who saw Alexis in the obit section of the News Sentinal on Christmas and made my way to the site. Thank You for allowing me to enjoy your special child, as she appears to have been a very special person.
Thanks,
Wilma
Sweet little voice / Dawn
Good morning Alexis! I had to stop by this morning and listen to your beautifully sweet voice. Hearing you reminds me of how you love to sing. Remember the song, "Let's get this party started"? Lil girl you sure could dance your tail off. I miss you so much and as the holidays approach, reminders of you are everywhere even more. My favorite memory is the Fantasy of Trees and you and daddy on the merry-go-round and you and Blake getting your faces painted. Oh but there's you opening your presents and getting so excited over every single present. "Oh just what I wanted" is all you ever said. You loved everything about life and life loved you along with everyone in your life. You are the best thing that ever happened to anyone, me being one of those anyones. =)
I love you Scooter! One day we'll see each other and all I want is a big hug from you. I miss your sweet hugs and soft kisses on the cheek. You gave one of the best!
Merry Christmas / Marcelle Mum To ^i^ Daniel Coorey (Friend connected by angels )
From Our Family to Yours / Family Of William Myers
Missing you / Sharon Miller (grandmother)
Hi my little sunshine,
Some days are better than others but I miss you everyday. I keep your sweet voice inside my head and I can still feel the soft smooth skin from the side of your face when you would hug and kiss me. My heart is still broken and tears still fill my eyes when I look at your beautiful pictures or listen to your beautiful voice when you sing.I have cards and pictures you made for me and I keep them close to me. Now without Pappy Johnny here I feel so alone a lot of times. I look up at the stars at night and wonder if by chance your smiling face might appear and I catch myself talking to the stars asking them to please make sure they light your way up there in heaven.I have never known pain the way I know it now,being here without you and now without my Johnny.He loved you so much Alexis and was amazed at how you just took off in your chair in the stores.He said no matter how bad he might feel you could always put a smile on his face. Mine too. Having your love is worth more than all the money in the world.You left me with so many precious memories baby and I will always remember how close we were.You will always be my little light of love and comfort. Because of you I learned that I can be strong when I have to be and I can face the next day even when I don't want to. I will be joining you and Johnny one day when my time is up on this earth. I look forward to your smile when I get there and am looking forward to big hugs and kisses from both of you.I am certainly bringing plenty for you when I come.I know that you and Pappy Johnny are happy there and have no pain or bad days.I try hard to do the right thing so I won't miss out.Send your love to me when my days and nights get rough,send me an old familiar hug and kiss.It always did snap me into reality! Keep sending Mommy love,hugs,kisses,and strength from heaven Alexis. She is torn apart here without you. You are and always were her angel baby.Your sister is beautiful and growing up on us.She's pretty tough too. Keep sprinkles of love coming down to her too. She needs it.She is my angel too.Little brother Tanner is big for his age and good looking too so watch out for him.We want to keep him little forever.Your little cousins talk about you a lot and miss you badly. They know you are in heaven and are now God's angel.We all love and miss you baby.Here's a kiss and hug and here's some for Johnny.Will you make sure he gets his? I love you baby girl.
Love,Mamaw Sharon
Love and prayers / Carole Mom To Angel Heather Bates (connected by angels )
Thinking about you / Dawn
I was thinking about you today~ALL DAY LONG! You're always on my mind but today we had Des's b-day party and you were and I could tell and feel you there. It was weird Katie was wearing all purple and it about brought me to tears. I just smiled when I seen her.
Well I just wanted to tell you I love you and Good night!
I love you Scooter, with all my heart!
I'll be seeing you in my dreams and in all the usual places!
Love always, Dawn
Mother's Day / Dawn
Well something must have been going today. I tried and tried to visit your page most of the day that I was around the computer. Me, Daddy, and Destiny have been working hard on a project of Des's all morning and when I would switch from one window to the next I would try your page and nothing was working. I don't know what the problem was, but I see they got it fixed. I'm glad.
I just wanted you to know I was thinking about you and your Mommy today. She needs you bunches and bunches now. I know you're always with her but make sure she knows and feels you extra special right now. Pappy Johnny has been sick here recently and I bet he along with the rest of the family could use a little special angel around them. I've asked for extra prayers for all of them and I hope those prayers are reaching up there. I know you're probably up there singing your heart away all the way down here for everyone to hear. I know sometimes I can hear you.
I love you Scooter!
I'm wishing your Mommy a Happy Mother's Day from her Angelbaby~Alexis and Des & Tanner!
Went to visit you today / Dawn
Good afternoon Scooter!
Where do I start that you haven't already heard all that I have to say today? Well, well, well? I just know that I miss you so much. I've been working more on your Mommy's Mother's day stuff. I guess that's why I just wanted to stop by your tributes page and tell you that I love you and I miss you. I miss having you here to hold and rub your feet and back. I miss having you to laugh with and watch movies with. I miss having you here to walk with while you rolled around right beside me. I miss having you here to lay in the bed and talk with and we giggled the night away. I miss having you here to help me plant our flowers. I miss you going shopping with you. I miss you helping me cook. I miss you and Blake playing together and I know she does too, she says she does all the time especially when the big girls don't let her play in the room with her. You know how they wouldn't let you two play with them. I miss having you here to snuggle up with in the bed, even though you would always get right up underneath me everytime because Daddy would snore so bad *giggle* even though he said he would all the time. (we always knew he would). I miss hearing you say "HI DAWN and I love you because those words were so genuine! I miss feeling your loving little arms around my neck. They were so caring. I know I've probably said this all before but I miss it all so much. ALL OF IT!
You are such a precious little girl Alexis. More precious and special than any words could say.
Sending Gentle Mother's Day Wishes / Dianne/Mom Of Angel Nicholas White (Connected by Angels )
Happy Birthday sweet Alexis / Family Of Alexis Goudelock (angel friends )
happy 11th birthday / Cheri Brooks (conected by angels )
SENDING UP BALLOONS TO HEAVIN 4 U ENJOY UR BIRTHDAY SWEET ANGEL ...
Happy Birthday Sunshine / Mamaw Sharon &. Pappy Johnny (grandmother) Happy Birthday my sweetie. I know it's wonderful there and you are happy to be free of the pain you suffered here. How blessed Jesus and the other angels there in heaven must be to have you in thier presence. We love and miss you here and think of you every day, but especially today cause this is the day you were born into our family and our precious time with you began. Have a good time today and send us lots of smiles and kisses down. We cherih everyone we got from you!I plan to be there with you and to have you help me find my way around someday. So until then,I will remember and hold your smiles and in my heart. We love you baby! Love, Mamaw and Johnny
Happy Birthdy Angel!! / Margaret Daughter Of ^i^ Nellie Buonpane
Happy Birthday Scooter! / Dawn
Alexis, it’s your birthday!!! Yippie!!!! How’s it feel to be 11? You’re a big girl now. Ready for your big party in Heaven? I bet you have the best parties in Heaven with all your angel friends. I bet Jesus throws the most glorious birthday parties with all the stars and clouds up there. I bet there aren’t any parties on Earth like the ones here.
Blake’s getting so tall. Des keeps dyeing her hair and Les keeps wanting to get hers cut. They are so funny together, down right annoying sometimes. Boy they would get on your nerves like they get on mine and Blake’s. I could hear you. “Dawn, let’s just go outside and get away from them, they are driving me CRAZY, aren't they you?” Then you would make that twirly move with your finger at your head for crazy people LOL Yep they’re crazy. I know. Then me, you and Blake would go outside and dig or just sit outside.
Yep it’s getting spring time here and I need my little gardener here. Blake and I go outside and work on Daddy’s flower beds all the time now. She’s got the touch like you have. Thanks for doing what you’ve done. I needed that, but I still miss my little Scooter. You still knew exactly how to plant ever little seed the exact right way. I’m hoping this year to plant a ton of purple flowers in the flower beds like I wanted to last year. Hopefully it’ll rain more this year and the plants will grow better but of course they won’t grow as well without your touch. Maybe you’ll blow some of your magic down here for them. I know you will.
I love you Scooter and miss you so much. I hope you have the bestest birthday up in Heaven with all of the Angels and Jesus. How Glorious it must be up there. One day we all will be there with you, but until that day comes, we all will be loving you from here and missing and loving you.
With all my , Dawn
I looked out the window And thought about you
I thought if you were here What would we do?
Hug and laugh Smile and cry
Remember and think Close our eyes and sigh
You'd be so close And I'd get to feel
Warmth in my bones Instead of that chill
That chill from knowing It will be awhile until I see